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MUSIC


PROLOGUE
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life is a maze, love is a riddle,

I'm a donkey from spain who loves to eat strawberries.
Okay, so I'm not a donkey, and I'm not from spain either, but I do love strawberries.
They're very nice, especially when dipped in melted chocolate:3
But honestly, I'd rather be an animal that flies.
Maybe.. dunno. *shrug* mmms. Okay I don't know what I am.
I'm just me.

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CRAVES
oh fulfil them for me,

Him Go out with him
Guitar/(cont.)piano/drum lessons!
Happiness!
Shiny black ballet flats
Checkered ballet flats
Complete set of Tsubasa manga :D
Huuuge teddybear!
Huuuge stuffed puppy!
Huuuge stuffed turtle!
Huuuge stuffed duck!
Go Japan!
Learn Japanese:D!
New lappy (:
Buy domo-kun bag(s)!
More red checkered skirts ! :3
Buy strapped (platform) shoes
Go out with Akio :D

FEATURED
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MEMOIRS
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TAGBOARD

★ Thursday ♥ 24june09
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
o__o ..
Yesterday was fun :D
I talked to Chee Ann on the phone from 1am+ to 5am+ yesterday night/day. Lol.
Then crap here and there.
Luckily he supplied the topics :D
Then he keep making me laugh I cannot sleep, damn you. Lol
Then talk for 4hours. OHMYGOOOD. I know.
But the thing ain't cause of talking for 4 hours,
it's that it's my freaking first time talking on the phone that late o_O
Then crap here and there and here and there. LOL

Damn I needa do my chinese homework :/
EH, Panda you die,
you didn't even touch it.
Did you bring it with you? o_o
I'll help ya with your e-ASSignments,
so don't hav to worry too much bout it o_O

See ya people :D


★ Pictures for th Day :D
Saturday, June 20, 2009
My lips look pale o_o
Greeen [:
Our feet is bluee xD



Some.. mirror wall thingy 0o
On th bus [:
Caught on camera!

Caught on cam! xD
xD
You take me I take you ;D



PISSED OFF YA KNOW,
PISSED OFF.
By the stupid Marina Barrage company or whatnot -.-
I cancelled my tuition and appointment with Panda and Irwin,
just to go to the friggin' MARINA BARRAGE PARTAAAYY.
Which they CANCELLED at the LAST MINUTE. >:[
Panda was pratically fuming.
She wait oh-so-long to go out with Irwin,
and she POSTPONED it for the friggin' MARINA BARRAGE PARTAAAYY ]:

Zhao Lao Shi said that it might be cold,
say what wear jacket or something.
Then Panda and I wore clothes that would definitely make us sweat hell if out in the sun.
Panda;
-Black blouse
-Black skirt
-Stockings
-Ballet flats
Me;
-Blouse
-Skinny jeans
-Ballet flats

Will sweat hell right?
Then when we got there, whoa! Guess what?
DAMN HOT I TELL YOU.
We over there sit down,
sweat sweat SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT.
Buaytahan I tell you.
Then we go jalan jalan.
Go up the stairs..
Wiiiiinnnddddd! :3
Then we went inside this Newater exhibition,
AIR-COOOOONNNNNNN.
Then take lotsa pictures :D
Then when we went out,
HOT SIA. LOL

Then we went back..
Then...
Shit I don't remember :x

Then when we were going back cher say party CANCELLED.
We were like,
WTH?!
Panda was fuming.
I was friggin' irritated.

On the way back to Lot One was like this,
sit down, eyes feeling heavy..
Close my eyes..
Ohhh so sleepy..
Then suddenly I felt a weight on my left shoulder, heh?!
Oh lookie, Panda -.-

Sian.. I'm so bored I'm lazy and I don't wana post -.-
Pictures next! :D


★ Monday ♥ 15june09
Monday, June 15, 2009
Hello there :D
So sian right now..
I don't wana do my homework.
Especially the chinese ones o_o
Oh btw, anyone know when holiday ends? :X

So sian.. Nothing to say '--'
Well at least I shouldn't let my blog die,
so I'll say a few words. Lol

Just now went to Panda's house to eat pasta :3
Though it doesn't really look like it.. o.o
But still.
Then after that went to the convinient shop to buy drinks.
I didn't know what to buy so I bought chocolate milk. Lol.
After that,
WENT TO SWING!
But got people. Dammit ==
Then slacked around the..
the.. o.o
somewhere. Lol
With Panda eating her chips.
Then she said she wanted to eat ice cream -.-
So we bought it :D
Then drip here drip there xD
So unglam :X
Then went back to the swing.
Wait wait wait,
finally available.
After swinging awhile,
we went off,
then Panda told me.
"Did you hear what she said just now?"
"No. What?"
"She was like, 'Walao I want swing la. Ask her go die.' Then another was like 'You say la.'
"Then I was like wth."

Really lor. Wth la. !@%^&*
Ask her go eat poop la.
POOPFACE.


★ Pictures
Friday, June 12, 2009
Smile (:
Triangle o.o
Star {:
Poor Panda D:
Close to a split! Jiayou latte! (like real.)
Is it that hot? o.o
Smile (:








Hello blog ;3
And whoever's out there o_o
Be it Mars or Oklahoma (: (I'm talking no sense I know.)

Dang, Miya's giving me those goo-goo eyes,
but I won't surrender my chips!
She can't eat them anyway ;D

Question:
My tuition homework's not done..
And I'm lazy to do it..
HOW?
Answer:
Do lah, no choice what.

Sorry, I'm lame ==
Akio you still owe me chocolates!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :3

So how was my day?
I dunno o.o
Met up with Panda for lunch,
ate Mcwing (Panda wanted to.. No choice T.T Grow fat.)
Then after that,
we walked to Stagmont and called Bubbletea down..
THEN SWINGED!
Poor Panda,
some-who broke her swing ):
Then Panda wanted to cam-whor -.-
(Shall post the pictures later)
(We cam-whored in the range too o.o)
Then we walked to school..
Then had to take temperatures o.o
Oh yah!
The security guard pronounced my name correctly.
(Touched T^T)
'Cause most of the teachers couldn't pronounce my name correctly..
And no, he ain't a teacher, but still.

After dance Panda and I went to Stagmont again,
thinking about swiiings~
BUUUUT, unfortunately,
it was OCCUPIED.
By some.. Beng o.o
And MeiLing was there.
Whooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
(I'm exaggerating.)
Then we stayed at the fitness corner there.
(My swingD:)
After that we walked over to Meiling there,
then got one guy say,
"Eh got another two sia."
(I think o.o)
I think he was refering to us.
Well duh, two of us here,
with him obviously staring right at us.
We quickly walked back.
Then decided to go say bye to Meiling. Lol.
Then we left.
(Sweet ending ;D
Hell no.)
Then went to Yewtee to eat dessert -.-
I order Mango Pudding!
Panda ordered I-have-no-idea-what-it's-called Ice Kachang (:
After that~
We went to this Japanese Shop thingy,
where she showed me the water mattress o.o
I wanna buy :3
Cause it's so nice..
Theeeen,
She bought sweet corn -.-
(Damn I should have bought it! I could finish it on the way homeT^T..)
Which was so damn nice.
Then she came to my house :D

Over there use my computa,
every now and then plugging in my phone usb ==
Then I friggin' forgot bout my dinner O_O
And rushed to eat it. Lol.
Then blah and blah.
She went homee.
Then I used my computa :D
Then I blogged..
Sian la.
Better do my tuition homework.
OR I DIE.

Buhbye {:


★ Japanese Names
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Hellohh xD
Today I made Jap names for both JingYun and me :D

JingYun; Akio Arashi
Akio- Name ("bright" combined with "husband, man" "male" or "hero, manly")
Arashi- Family Name
Mine; Kaoru Amane
Kaoru- Name ("fragrance")
Amane- Family Name

I wanted to give him Kaito ("sea, ocean" "soar, fly"),
he wanted something cooler -.-
So I gave him Akio.
He chose the surname himself :D
I believe it's from a band o.o
He said so himself. Lol.
Now chatting with Akio, hahas xD
He even changed his display name to that (:
So did I :3

Hohoho.
Now off to..
Homework ==
DIE LA I TELL YOU.
Tuition homework somemore.
I wonder how I'm gonna survive the chinese ones.
Holy crap man.


I took this from my old blog.
But some changes were made ;D

1.Are you single or attached?
Single:D

2.How old are you?
sweetThirteen:3

3.Do you have a person you are in love with?
Yep{:

4.What is the name of the person you are in love with?
TSA :D (secret~ hoho)

5.If the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea, who will you save?
Uhh, throw ropes to th both of them :X Then pull them up.

6.Have you ever hugged someone before?
Yep.

7.Do you love your parents?
DUHH ;D

8.Will you hug the one you love?
That goes without saying :X

9.Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yeah.

10.Are you jealous now?
Harh? o.o

11.Who is the last person who messaged you, what is the message?
Yee Yang, "Hahaha...now going swimmin..."

12.Who is your clique?
Don't have one, I think.. :X Poocin, am I in? o.o

13.Do you want a baby in future?
It depends. I swear it'd hurt like hell. So maybe no. But.. Ahh idk la :X

14.Do you prefer Mac, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or coffee shop?
Mac:D

15.Are you skinny or fat?
0o .. somewhere in between? (Must have healthy body:3)

16.Do you smoke?
Heck no.

17.If you boyfriend/girlfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
If he really likes her, I'll break up with him and wish him happiness. Cause I love him.

18.If you found out you have a disease, what will you do?
Go see doctor. If uncurable, i'll spend my last moments with my loved ones ToT

19.Which cca are you in now?
MOVEMENT&DANCE:D

20.If you are rich, what will you do?
1st- Donate
2nd- SPEND!

21.If the one you are in love held your hand, what will you do?
My heart would go crazy. LOOOL

22.If the one you love rejected you, what will you do?
Try to be strong but cry in the end.

23.What is your favourite cartoon character?
Hmm.. Can manga character? :3 Usui(Kaichou wa Maid-sama!) & Aoi Leo(Beast Master)

24.What is your personality?
Can be funny sometimes, or scary:3

25.Friendship or love?
Can I choose both? :X

26.Cookie monster or elmo?
COOKIE MONSTER:3! i love cookies ya know.

27.What is your horoscope?
Capricorn{:

28.When is your birthday?
First January :D

29. Who is your idol?
Uhh.. Idk.

30.Who you wish to marry to?
The person I love :0
31.Do you like lollipop?
Hell yesh{:

32.Do you own a diary ?
Is this counted? o.o (I mean blog.)

33.Who are you scared of?
MY SCHOOL RESULT D:

34.Who is your first crush?
My dog, Coco (i miss herD:)

35.If your face is destroyed, are you still happy?
I'd rather DIE! O_O

36.Happy, stress, lonely or moody?
All.

37.What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of?
Hmm... BEES! :D

38.If you are going to die, who will you think first?
My beloveds.

39.If you are kidnapped, who will you call first to rescue you?
Police. LOL

40.Who you think you are?
BECKY. Who else? :D

41.Which do you prefer, bee or mosquito?
Mosquitos :X

42.Are you scared of insects?
Naah. Except for bees and wasps.

43.If you saw ghost, what will you do?
Run away. LOL

44.There is a admire of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do?
Let him be..

45.If your clique quarrel, what will you do?
Try to even it out. What are friends for?

46.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she want to break, what will you do?
Beg not to break up. Give him a kiss or somethingD:

47.Do you love soft toys?
YESH.

48.Do you think you are gay/lesbian?
nope(: I'm straight.

49.Have you ever entered the boy/girl toilet?
I've been to a boys' toiletxD But it was empty okay!

50.Who do you wish to be talking to you now?
SAM:D He always supplies me with snakey informations:3

51.Are you bored now?
Hell yeah. That's the reason why I'm doing this:X

52.Are you blur?
Yesh. I'm always blur :D Well, sometimes o.o

53.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour will you dye?
Uhh.. Maybe brown?

54.Do you wear specs?
Yeah.

55.What is your colour of shirt now?
YELLOW(:

56.What brand of school bag you use?
Idk the brand name:X

57. Have you bathed?
Nope. BUT I'M NOT SMELLY.

58.How many people are there in your family?
Four. (Including my dog;D)

59.What is your full name?
Becky Ng Qi Jie ;B

60.Lock yourself in the room, or use a penknife to cut yourself?
Lock myself in the room. It doesnt hurt to do that. LOOOL

61.How much of % do you give the boy/girl you are in love?
ETERNITIES of ETERNITIES.

62.Do you misses your ex?
Must I answer that?

63.Are you scared of losing your precious things?
Duuuuuhh D:

64.What is the blog url of the person you are in love with?
He doesn't have one.

65.Do you hate him/her?
HIM(:

66.Do you wish your mother was hugging you now?
Idk 0o.

67.Are you sitting or standing now?
Sitting.

68.Have you eaten?
Nope, STARVING.

69.How many person you blocked in your msn?
One, and he's kinda irritating.

70.If your idol come to the country you live in, what will you do?
Idko.o But I won't squeal and go KYAAA! like girls would -.-

71.If you get to shake hand with your idol, what will you do?
Shake hands lo . 0o

72.Do you have a pet last time or now?
Now(: IloveMiya.

73.Who is the last person you chatted in MSN?
Mabel (:

74.How many people got beaten by you before?
Two. What can I do? My cousie BIT ME.

75.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
Let him break up with me. What's the point of continuing when the feeling aint there anymore?

76.You won a car, what will you do?
Give it to my parents(: Im underaged.

77.If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live more than a week, what will you do?
Stay with him until his last breath.

78.If you fall down, will you stand up by your own or ask someone to help you up?
I'll stand up on my own. Unless it's serious o.o

79.How many TV(s) you have?
Two.

80.If this is your first date, what would you wear?
Uhh.. Wear something comfortable(: And nice:X

81.What is your e-mail address?
Wahsialah. Later stranger add me. LOOOL

82.Who do you think annoyed you the most?
Some random guy who added me called Dave. (Eesh)

83.What school are you in?
Regent Secondary :D

84.Do you like your form teacher?
Yesh. In a teacher-student kind of way(:

85.In school, who are you most scared of?
The cannot-resist wednesday dishes x.x

86.Which instrument do you wish to have in your house?
DRUMS. I already have my piano and guitar{:

87.During weekends, what do you do?
Go out with friends(I WISH), use the computer, walk my dog, or spend the days with my family.

88.Do you prefer fever or flu?
Fever. Flu very friggin' uncomfortableD:

89.Do you prefer laptop or desktop?
BOTH;D

90. What colour specs are you wearing?
Black&Red(:

91.What fruits do you like most?
Apples, grapes and oranges:D

92.What is your mobile phone number?
Confidential. lol.

93.Do you prefer iphone or normal mobile phone?
My phone{:

94.If your pants dropped at a crowded place, what will you do?
Pull it up with a burning red face. LOL

95.Are you scared of chilli?
Nope.

96.Are you wearing any accessories now?
My already-faded-words friendship band(:
Dog shaped earring and white heart shaped earring.

97.Do you like rainbows?
YESH:D

98.What subject you love most?
Art and English(:

99.If you were to present in front of the person you are in love with and the whole school, what will you do?
Absent on that day!

1oo.Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls?
All lor. LOL


★ some random pictures :D
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Cute right? :3Crocodile meat OxO

Miya ah.. Lol.
<3
x3
huhuhu:3hohoho:3
I know, huge right? O_O
Random picture taken while lying on grass.
Miya sun-tan :D
Slacker!
Helloh there:D
Bubbletea, Milkshake&Latte ;D
I wasn't looking at the camera ==
Sleep til so nice. LOL
Random Picture.
Random Picture.
See how he sleep. Lol. But he damn irritating.
I think he has car sickness.
He kept moaning in the car ==
Random Picture.
Taken at different times,
different days,
different dates,
and
different places :D



The twinkling of the stars calls to the wind
Your smile erases the noise
The angel in your eyes is whispering
That everything is starting now

Can you feel it now
Can you feel it now
Like being swallowed up by a wave
Pulling on my heart
Pulling on my heart
I hold my breath and reach out your hand

Baby, this world is different
From yesterday
I can't see anyone but you
Baby my wish on a wing
Tears through the sky
In one overwhelming word

My eyes follow the light
Running without hesitation to you
My petrified heart breathes a sigh
It’s like a long journey

Can you feel it now
Can you feel it now
The time goes by mercilessly
Pulling on my heart
Pulling on my heart
I set my love free

Baby, I don't need a future
Or promises
As long as you're here
Baby my wish on a wing
Send out this voice
And let it break through the flickering stars

Do you feel me?
Do you feel me now?

Baby, this world is different
From yesterday
I can't see anyone but you
Baby my wish on a wing
Tears through the sky
In one overwhelming word

Baby, I don't need a future
Or promises
As long as you're here
Baby my wish on a wing
Send out this voice
And let it break through the flickering stars


★ Tuesday#1 ♥ 9june09
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Helloh:3
Sorry Fri, Sat and Sun didn't post..
Was either out whole day or was forced to let my cousie audi ==
But he's finally gone home!
Means I can finally use the computer and go online :3
Though you might ask why I didn't go online,
here's the reason;
MY COUSIE GIVES NO PRIVACY.
Seriously,
once I was chatting with Sam then he pop in and see.
I pratically glared at him and asked for privacy.
He didn't friggin' care.
So darn nice of him eh?

Anyway:3
Today went shopping with my mother and aunt,
and my cousie tagging along==
He won't be doing anything anyway(just like me).
But oh well.
Went to Takashimaya,
me and my cousie playing Coded Arms while they shopped.
We went to Doir,
where my mother bought a bag '--'
After that we went to buy my swimsuit,
with my cousie walking around awkwardly.
(See I told you he shouldn't have came.)
Then went to try it on.
It wasn't a one-piece swimsuit(eesh),
but at least it didnt show my stomach/belly button==
So I thought it should be okay.
And well hell,
it was ex.
But nice actually.
(Panda, if you see this, GO TAKA:3)
Then after that go IMM.
(Orchard to Jurong. Zai right?)
Go there see baby stuffs.
(Say congratulations to my aunt:D though abit too late;x)
Then me and my cousie bo liao go play catching inside. LOL
Then go eat dinner.
Then go home.
Then my cousie played audi again.
Then I end up helping him with Story AGAIN.
Then he's precious VoodleDoll went missing.
Then he sulked and sulked.
Then he found it under my mat. (So stupid right? LOL)
Then he went home happily.
Then I could finally used my computer happily.
And so on and so forth :3

Haha xD
Now with the pictures! :3
(PS, just remembered it wasn't in the computer.. But lazy go connect ;x)


★ her thoughts.
Friday, June 5, 2009
She feels like you've been acting less close after knowing the truth.
Maybe she was overly sensitive,
but what about those words you said to her last night?
Were they merely just words of comfort?
She wants to know how you feel.
But you wouldn't open your heart to her.
She still doesn't understand.
She wanted to talk to you.
But at the same time is scared.
She's scared you would think she's irritating,
annoying.
Screw my overly-sensitivity,
she says.
Looks like my muirn beatha dan wasn't you.
She just wanna understand you.
You're the reason why she's been thinking negatively.
"Maybe he has someone in mind already.
His words were a joke.
It was impossible,
he wouldn't say yes.
Just as I expected."
Maybe you needed some time.
To take it all in.
But once in a while,
just talk to her for abit.
She feels like everything's her fault.
It wasn't easy for her to confess.
It really wasn't.


★ funneh pictures xDD
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I got the ball. I GOT IT.




The battle BEGINS!

It's right here! THE FLOOR'S RIGHT HERE.

The adventures of mouse and mouse o.o
LOL!
Go cat!
Heeh?!
Can't save the treeD:
What have you been doing DOG?!
So heavy..


o.o
teehee xD






I know some are gross o.o
But ain't those cute ;D