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MUSIC


PROLOGUE
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life is a maze, love is a riddle,

I'm a donkey from spain who loves to eat strawberries.
Okay, so I'm not a donkey, and I'm not from spain either, but I do love strawberries.
They're very nice, especially when dipped in melted chocolate:3
But honestly, I'd rather be an animal that flies.
Maybe.. dunno. *shrug* mmms. Okay I don't know what I am.
I'm just me.

YewTee primary RegentSecondary
-onefive♥ -twofive
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CRAVES
oh fulfil them for me,

Him Go out with him
Guitar/(cont.)piano/drum lessons!
Happiness!
Shiny black ballet flats
Checkered ballet flats
Complete set of Tsubasa manga :D
Huuuge teddybear!
Huuuge stuffed puppy!
Huuuge stuffed turtle!
Huuuge stuffed duck!
Go Japan!
Learn Japanese:D!
New lappy (:
Buy domo-kun bag(s)!
More red checkered skirts ! :3
Buy strapped (platform) shoes
Go out with Akio :D

FEATURED
Please note that I"ll need time to relink, so please be patient.



MEMOIRS
June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009

TAGBOARD

★ ATTENTION !!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I'VE MOVED ! FAREWELL !! But do feel free to drop by here and read sometime テヘッ

Adios!


Hohohohohoho
Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

Hey all! キャ Check out the new emoticons I found! HOHO. Luckehh ehy ? おぉ!

Anyways, I might be movin' so don't miss this ol' blog, kay? にっこり

That'll be all, off to make a new html, Adios! ハート


★ Conversation with Mabel on Cbox
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Panda愛: Darling! :D
14 Dec 09, 13:42
♥latte.,: panda: heya darling ! :D
15 Dec 09, 01:42
Panda愛: You. Better. Be. More. Gorgeous. Than. Me. For. Your. Chalet. *warning to you*
15 Dec 09, 14:42
yanping: mabel is funny!! :D
15 Dec 09, 15:28
♥latte.,: HAHA ! sure sure .
15 Dec 09, 15:37
Panda愛: Hahahahahahahahahahahaahahaha. :D Because. I came here to warn my lovely darling who's gonna be 14 soonnnnn, that I would wear what I've always wanted. Go guess yourself.
15 Dec 09, 15:38
to panda: Hmmmmmmmmmm . a dress ? :D (but what kinda dress?) Is it pink ?
15 Dec 09, 15:38
Panda愛: *GASP* SHOCKING! HOW DID YOU KNOW!
15 Dec 09, 15:38
to panda: HUHUHUHUHUHUHU . i guessed .(:
15 Dec 09, 15:39
Panda愛: Guessed? Are you SURE?! I THINK NOT! I THINK SOMEONE STALKED ME LOR, OKAY!
15 Dec 09, 15:39
to panda: YES I GUESS ! PROVE THAT I STALKED YOU LAH ! COME AH !
15 Dec 09, 15:40
Panda愛: WAH ON LAH! FIGHT LA! I AM RIGHT BESIDE YOU! *throws a punch*
15 Dec 09, 15:40
to panda: HUH ! THAT MEANS YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S STALKING ME LAH YOU BODOH !
Panda愛: YOU STALKED ME FIRST LOR! WHO WAS AT MY HOUSE JUST NOW?! AND WHO SAW WHICH DRESS I WANTED TO BUY! *obviously, points to you accusingly*
15 Dec 09, 15:41
to panda: FINE , BUT WHO ASK YOU STALK ME BACK ! WHO WANTED TO SEE MIYA AH !
15 Dec 09, 15:42
Panda愛: ME LAH ABUDEN. CAUSE SOMEONE TEMPTED ME WITH HER PICTURESSSSSSSSS!
15 Dec 09, 15:42
to panda: NOT MY FAULT RIGHT ! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO OT TEMPTED ! NONE . OF . MY . BUSINESS !
15 Dec 09, 15:43
to panda: got *
15 Dec 09, 15:43
Panda愛: WHO WAS THE ONE WHO TEMPTED ME FIRST?! *does bad imitation of becky's voice* 'I still have more pictures of her,-' SEE.
15 Dec 09, 15:43
Panda愛: SEE SEE SEE SEE THE EVIDENCE! *points* HAH IN YOUR FACE!
15 Dec 09, 15:45
to panda: I WANTED TO HOW YOU MORE OF HER KAWAII PICTURES RIGHT ! NOT MY FAULT YOU GOT TEMPTED .
to panda: show *
15 Dec 09, 15:46
Panda愛`: you alr KNOW you were TEMPTING me, and yet you CONTINUE to DO so!
15 Dec 09, 15:46
to panda: it was FUN TO DO SO . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA DDDDDDDD
15 Dec 09, 15:47
Panda愛: *mumbles* Someone here has some sot sot brain.. *nods to self* Wonder what she did. Lead paint?
15 Dec 09, 15:47
to panda: HARH ?!
15 Dec 09, 15:48
Panda愛: Harharhar.. NeverMIND.
15 Dec 09, 15:48
to panda: HMPF ! FINE . d:
15 Dec 09, 15:49
Panda愛: ... I frgot what I wanted to say.
15 Dec 09, 15:49
Panda愛: *5 seconds later*
15 Dec 09, 15:49
Panda愛: OH!
15 Dec 09, 15:50
Panda愛: WHO ASK YOU CHEAT ON ME, HUH HUH HUH?!
15 Dec 09, 15:50
to panda: I DIDN'T CHEAT ON YOU ! IT WASNT MY FAULT THAT 'SHE' SENT ME A KISS !
15 Dec 09, 15:51
Panda愛: oh really! Well I DON'T believe you! So there! We're... BREAKING UP! IT'S OVER!
15 Dec 09, 15:51
to panda: FINE ! SO BE IT !
15 Dec 09, 15:51
to panda: *5 seconds later*
15 Dec 09, 15:51
to panda: you're still here .
15 Dec 09, 15:51
Panda愛: ... I'M HERE FOR MIYA. SO SUCK IT UP.
15 Dec 09, 15:51
Panda愛: I know you're jealous.
15 Dec 09, 15:52
to panda: BUT YOU KNOW SHE'LL NEVER BE YOURS . SO YOU'LL NEVAH SEE HER AGAIN ! MUHAHAHAHA
15 Dec 09, 15:52
Panda愛: WHY NOT! SHE LOVES ME, TOO!
15 Dec 09, 15:53
to panda: SHE LOVES ME MORE !!
15 Dec 09, 15:53
Panda愛: ORLY
15 Dec 09, 15:53
to panda: YES REALLY !
15 Dec 09, 15:53
Panda愛: ORLY
15 Dec 09, 15:53
to panda: YES REALLY !
15 Dec 09, 15:54
Panda愛: .. ORLY?!
15 Dec 09, 15:54
to panda: YES REALLY ! ...SHUT UP !
15 Dec 09, 15:55
Panda愛: *chokes on bubbletea*
15 Dec 09, 15:55
to panda: MWAHAHAHAHAHA
15 Dec 09, 15:55
to panda: *continues laughing*
15 Dec 09, 15:55
Panda愛: s-s-saveee.. m- *dies*
15 Dec 09, 15:56
to panda: i cant save you since you're already dead . moreover , WE'RE OVER , THATS WHY I WONT HELP YOU !
15 Dec 09, 15:56
Panda愛's ghost: .... I am hereeee to haunt youuuuuuuuu..
15 Dec 09, 15:57
to panda: I'LL CHASE YOU AWAY WITH MY HOLY CHANTS !
15 Dec 09, 15:57
Panda愛's ghost: ... *plays Life After You*
15 Dec 09, 15:58
to panda: PFFFFTT . ITS NO USE ! MUHAHAHA . anyways , YOU CAN PLAY A SONG EVEN THOUGH U'RE A GHOST ?!
15 Dec 09, 15:58
Panda愛's ghost: Yah... I possesed your phone.
15 Dec 09, 15:59
to panda: your phone also got ! go possess your own phone lah !
15 Dec 09, 15:59
Panda愛's ghost: I can't possess things that belong to me. :D
15 Dec 09, 16:01
Panda愛's ghost: speechless? HAHAHAHAHA.
15 Dec 09, 16:15
to panda: no im NOT ! D:<
15 Dec 09, 16:15
to panda: HAH ! are you speechless now ? >:D
15 Dec 09, 16:17
Panda愛's ghost: :o freaky becky. fraky fingers. :)
15 Dec 09, 16:17
Panda愛's ghost: freaky*
15 Dec 09, 16:18
to panda: *makes fun of her* HAH ! FRAKY !! HAHAHAHAHA
15 Dec 09, 16:19
Panda愛's ghost: ... YOU ALSO MADE ALOT OF TYPOS OKAY! MORE THEN ME SOMEMORE STILL DARE TO LAUGH.
15 Dec 09, 16:19
to ghost: MY MOUTH AH , I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH IT !
15 Dec 09, 16:20
Panda愛's ghost: ... *tapes your mouth shut* MY HANDS AH, I CAN SLAP YOU ALSO.
15 Dec 09, 16:20
Panda愛's ghost: *slaps*
15 Dec 09, 16:22
Panda愛's ghost: hmmm.. *stalks you toroom and kills you* hah, we're even now.
15 Dec 09, 16:25
to panda: corpse dissappears . HA ! THAT WAS A CLONE >:D
15 Dec 09, 16:25
Panda愛's ghost: Ha, but still. YOU COULDN'T SLAP ME BACK! HAHAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE!
15 Dec 09, 16:25
to panda: *takes Panda's corpse and slaps it* (:
15 Dec 09, 16:26
Panda愛's ghost: I don't feel no pain, so HAH/. FAIL!
15 Dec 09, 16:26
to panda: *takes Ghost's Hand and slaps you* IN YOUR FACE !
15 Dec 09, 16:27
Panda愛's ghost: You can't take my hand, I'm a ghost. >_>
15 Dec 09, 16:27
to panda: no no , i mean , i bought a Ghost's Hand glove , so i can touch ghost
15 Dec 09, 16:28
Panda愛's ghost: Hah, you got cheated. Y'know, humans think it works, but it DOESN'T. HAHAHAHAHAHAA.
15 Dec 09, 16:28
to panda: well , you were human ONCE .
15 Dec 09, 16:28
Panda愛's ghost: Yeah, but I'm not NOW.


THE END :D
(If not it's gonna go on and on and on and on and on- you get what I mean -before it stops.)


★ Russian Roulette - Rihanna
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger


Yesterday was so fun! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I told ya everything bout this morning, so yeah, I don't have to repeat myself -w- Yesterday morning I even went to his account to check his appearance before heading out, LOL. I was on the way and he already reached. LOL. But I wasn't late, HAHA. So I carefully walked with the crowd(I already felt lost when I stepped out of the mrt, lol) , then headed toward Guidance. I over there look look look, then finally saw him -.- He like never see me so I waved 0o.. After that we got along pretty well. We walked all the floors of Bugis mall, lol. He told me he was going to buy a present for his friend. Then I was like, "How bout that?", pointing to a HelloKitty balloon. Then he was like, "Cannot lah! Later she kill me!" PFFFFFFTT. Then we walked some more and stopped by 77th Street I think. Then I saw the fur ball kinda keychain, then we were laughing as we found bigger ones. Then I saw one ultra big/long one 0___o belt the. I mean, who would want to wear that?! Oh yeah, lemme tell ya, HE REALLY SHOPS! o_o He can stay in one shop for like idk how long.

After all that and whatnots, he brought me to a building beside it, then went all the floors as well. Then we went into a cosplay shop, lol.

Jingyun notices a hat with animal prints.
"Hey, that'll look good on you." Points to cat-hat.
"And that'll look good on you." I point to a rabbit-hat, with ears sticking out. Pfft.
And so and so.

Then walked some more and went up the floor..
ICECREAM.
I didn't know which flavour to buy, then let him choose -.- End up the Chocolate Something not very nice(Bleh, he had bad taste xD) == So I made him try it. Then he keep snatching my phone away, wanna look at my pictures. WHICH I OF COURSE DIDN'T ALLOW. Then the fight began. LOL. After giving up and finishing my semi-horrible icecream($4.50!!! T_T), we went up again. Arcade 0_o Then I saw Jukebox! But no $$. Sad. Then I was about to go down when he told me there was another escalator up. Which was the rooftop, with a number of resturants. Then he brought me somewhere, idk where, some corner maybe. THE VIEW WAS DUFNLIHDNCLAYHDFLAD!, you know. Then got this particular annoying wind which blows my hair in my face and all around me like a maniac whenever I get close to the edge == Then over there talk talk talk, me trying to get my hair away from my freaking face and playing with the leaves.. 0o Then after awhile headed back, and went into Bugis Street, freaking hot eh! =,= Then headed back to Bugis mall.. Then he said he was tired and wanted to sit down(old man), so we headed to Macs, but it was full 0o, so we headed to Mos burger instead. THEN HE TRIED TO TAKE MY PHONE AWAY AGAIN. ==

And the battlefield takes over again.

And then we're off to the MRT :D Then while in the mrt..
Me: "Which stop are you stopping at?"
Him: "Send you home first lah."
Me: "No need lah."
Him: "Aiya, basic curtesy mah."
Me: "Since when were you such a gentleman?"
Him: "Since when was I not?"
Me: *doesn't know what to say-.-*
~After moments of silence~
Him: "Tired?"
Me: "Nope."
Him: "Wake me up when we reach.."
Me: CANDID! >:D *snap*

Then reached Yewtee..
Then we went to visit LUCKY!! <3 But he wasn't in TT____TT Then he sent me home and THE END!


★ Today's the day!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Hello everyone, it's 11.55AM now and I'm very bored. I have no lunch [which is okay, since I'm going to Bugis, might as well grab something to bite there. (why didn't he ask me to eat lunch together! Ugh, can't blame him though-.-)] and my stomach's twisting with butterflies with the fact that IM GONNA GO OUT WITH JINGYUN aka Akio :DDDDDD The problem is, I have absolutely NO IDEA HOW HE LOOKS LIKE o__o so I might just stare blankly ahead of me when he's practically standing awkwardly infront of me or something. Also, I'm not used to hanging out with a guy alone, so it gets reeeeally awkward for me. Then I might get that stupid nervous diarrhea, which I pray hard I don't. Now I guess I understand how you feel, Mabel o_o And here I am nervously babbling to myself. Oh yeah, I haven't decided what to wear -.- He told me to wear skinny jeans, a tank top and a jacket 0o, I mean, I look suckish in a tank top(which is why I don't buy them ;D) Hmm, speaking of which, JESLYN! You owe me my black polo! MABEL LEW, my skinnies! D: Those two better return it to me by/on 16/22dec, lol.

Okay, longest post this month, Adios!


Shittttttt, I hate my school! I hate Eblaze! Ahhh!


★ Scorpian
Monday, December 7, 2009

I say: how did you manage to do that wallpaper ?

23:23:12=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: i paint de
23:23:14=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: LoL
23:23:16=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: i darw
23:23:20=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: draw*
23:23:22=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: then stick masking tape
23:23:24=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: then paint black
23:23:30=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: then remove masking tape
23:23:35=>SAM<= sarang heyo says: then colour white back at the desgin


ISN'T HE AMAZING ? ZOMG !!! <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
my mother's an ass at times.


★ { 2.45 PM }
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Right. Blog's dead; cbox half-dead. But my story blogs are deader -,- Haven't been updated them for like, MONTHS. I'm dying from boredom too. So much work to do. Dead blogger=no posts=dead blog. Just bought my Sec3 books today. Scary, isn't it? How time flies, and soon we'll be taking O'lvls o___o Alsoooo, I'm being forced to do MATHS T_T Sheesh, crazy people.
I've been watching Pandora Hearts recently- IT'S A NICE SHOW -but the episodes are stuck and I don't know if that's the end of the series, HOWEVER, it just doesn't seem like the end ]:< OH YAH, still got Princess Lover, recommended by XuanPing. See! I told you I wouldn't forget! Right. Off to animeshippuuden! >:D

Adios!

everything i do, reminds me of you